I feel like a failure. I have failed everyone, who knows about my recent suicide attempt.
I ffeel like a loser....I didn't wanr to save myself. I was beyond saving. I didn't give a fuck, anymore.
My Dear Lord, please forgive me. My wonderful husband, I am so sorry for traumatizing you.
Same to my dear Mama and friends....Those that never gave up on me.
I can't believe thay I could do this to myself...for the third time. I feel despair within...I feel so, so sad, these days..
We all love you, hang in there you are not a failure 1!!!!
ReplyDeleteYou are loved Chris !!!! --Kevin
ReplyDeleteThe fact that you are still fighting your depression shouts volumes about the courage you have! One battle does not define the war, you are not a failure. Arise, seek God's strength and comfort and move forward. Know that you are loved!
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