My Dearest Lord,
I think that I am in need of your assistance. It has become quite a struggle to write, It's also become very quirky.
My fingers are a bit twitchy, no doubt, the result of anti-psychotic medications that I must ingest.
My brain is affected. I often think one word, yet write another word. I often think one word, yet speak another word.
It has been over 3 months, since I attempted to end my life. Emotionally, I am confused. Part of me wishes that I could have gone to Heaven. Part of me feels ashamed at what I have done to myself, & how it affected others. I feel a bit flat, but happiness, is approaching, I feel.
Please, Lord, don't let me lose my ability to write.
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The Lord will surely deliver you from the wilderness
ReplyDeleteYour blog is a huge source of insight. I can feel the cycles of your life as things get better or you start to struggle. I will be praying for you.
ReplyDeleteThank you, for taking the time to read my blog. Most of all, thank you for your prayers.
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