#141

     I,  had been travelling through life, OK,..  Or,.It least, that is what I had told myself,  lately.
      Mental illness and PTSD, have fooled me many, times.    I didn't know that things were going wrong.  I felt somewhat numb.
     It was my husband, who told me, that I was going through psychiatric discomfort, recently.  My husband is amazing.  He can pick up my behaviors amd tics, right away, and know, that I am going through HELL..
     Still, I cannot help, feeling scared, sometimes terrified.