Today is Father's Day.  Much to my own surprise, I broke down and cried, heavy, deep sobs.
I have talked a little bit about my father in a  previous blog, but he can be summed up as a sociopathic abuser.  I have never met any one else as cold and evil as him, in my life.  Our relationship ended when I was 19 years old and I exposed him for his crimes against  me to try to protect my half-siblings.  He threw me away like a piece of trash and I never saw my half-siblings again.
    So today, I cried for the loss, of having no father, who ever truly loved me.