Friday, June 1, 2012
Last night I had to make one of life's most difficult decisions. I had to have my beloved cat, Rudy Catkins put to sleep. He was 17 years old, and weighed only 7 pounds...in his prime he weighed 17 pounds. Rudy had a swollen liver, severely irregular heartbeat and arthritis. But he was blessed that he had had a wonderful life with us, and blessed because I was able to make this hard decision for him, to end his suffering. And I was blessed that I now have the strength to go on in life, despite the trauma involved. Just five months ago, I had been in the hospital, fighting for the will to live. If Rudy had died five months ago, I would have been shattered beyond repair, I don't know if I would have survived. At this point in my life, I have many tears for my Rudy and I miss him terribly, but I know that I made the right decision and I can go on. I will hold him in my heart forever.
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It was tough to act, but ultimately compassionate to give him dignity instead of letting him waste away. It still hurts more this way, he was still a fighter to the end
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