I had been feeling good for a couple of weeks. I was so happy and amazed. My mother, said that I sounded happy and "chipper". I had thought that I was moving forward again, in life.
But within a few days, I felt as if a bomb had dropped upon me. It occured, about 3 AM, last Friday morning.
I was shaking, frightened, full of fear, crying. I couln'r go to work, that mornig. Instead, I spoke to a Psychologist who gave me 5 tranquilizers,
I talked to my own Psychiatrist, today. She made some medication changes., which I hope will help.
Somewhere, somehow, I was triggered....something struck a nerve. Something made me feel terrified.
Oh my Lord, why can't you give me a rest? I just want to be a normal woman.
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